Joe_fly on the Wall

When you're naked in the shower
When you're sleeping for an hour
When you're big, when you're small

When you're with him after midnight
When you kiss him in the dim light
When you break Barbie doll

Wanna see who you are
Every inch, every scar

From your head to your toes
I would be there
From your bed to your clothes
I'm in the air

When you think you're alone
I'll be down in the hall
I could see it, if I was a fly on the wall
What you do in your room
I could see it all
You undress, I wish I was a fly on the wall, yeah

For the drama that you're drinking
And the dark thoughts you are thinking
And the love notes that you scrawl

Silently I arrive
You don't know I'm alive

Ever closer, ever nearer
When you're looking in the mirror
I would know who you called

..this is for my HARD and COMPLICATED life..

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life


I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong


You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye


You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

...DON'T CHA...

Don't you wish your BOYfriend was hot like me,
Don't you wish your BOYfriend was a freak like me,
Don't you wish your BOYfriend was raw like me,
Don't you wish your BOYfriend was fun like me,

ONLY SOMETIMES :

sometimes i feel:
#jealous
#angry
#sad
#tired becoz of LOVE...

i EVEN feel the pains almost everyday, im crying loudly when there is nobody beside me,
i don't know what can i do... (confused and curious always in my mind)
but i know what i want, so i'll always try to TAKE CARE of him...
even that hurt and even when i should bleeding cry...
becoz that is only SOMETIMES...

NICE song...

Lily Allen - The Fear

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so f***ing fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner


Joe never FEAR...

^let's talk about me^
like what i say before,i'm just a litlle boy who like to be freedom i was born in my village 07~10~1990...
brown skin,black hair...
my "AWH": 18 - 54kg - 174m...
anyway i like any kind of music especially with a lot beat!!!
i like dancing,and also clubbing...
OHH JA.. and now i live in yogyakarta...

i'll still stay in high school about 3month more(doesn't matter)!!! my favorite actris/singer is AGNES MONICA,BRITNEY SPEARS,MISSY ELLIOT,AVRIL LAVIGNE,LADY SOVEREIGN... and my favorite actor/singer BRENDAN FRASER,GERARD BUTLER, and other(i don't know theirs names exactly *hehe*)
if u ever heard song from OST.BRING IT ON, i think u'll like this lyric:

JOEtheme song

(written by:JOE)

im SEXY,
i'm cute,
i'm popular at school,
i'm brown skin,
black hair,
smart but don't like AFFAIR!!!
i'm wanted,
i'm HOT,
i'm everything u're NOT!!!
i'm pretty,
i'm cool,
guyS just follow my rule...!
who am i? just guess!
if u waNNa be my guest!
i'm ROCK & i'm smile,
and daddy think i'm wild..

i'm serious not joke,
u can look but u can't took (Whoo..!!!)

i'm beauty so sweet,
i swear my self so GREAT!

i'm JOE and i can..
loving you 'till the end!!!


hohoho.... short of stupid song!!! ^_^
ok! enough from me...
i want to sleep now,, tomorrow i have to go to school! hehe

joezious.blogspot.com!!! see you later...